Ok I am trying to live right, study the word as best as I can, do what is right and just live life as uncomplicated as I can. Saw something funny the other day. My neighbour who it seems suddenly has fallen into a windfall of cash and has two not-so-attractive girls visit him, was my source of amusement. It seemed that night around 7.30pm, a spiritual case of congee was holding him and he stood at the compound gate and made a call to one of his girlfriends. He kept persuading her to come but she kept giving excuse after excuse on why she couldn't make it down that night. Dude spent a large chunk of airtime trying to persuade her to make it but it was disappointed. While he did the begging and persuading, some thoughts occured to me and they were:

1. The girl definitely had a better deal from another guy, hence she decided to stay put. She was obviously not sleeping in her place.
2. Even if my neighbour wanted some pussy that night, he didn't have to act in such a horndog manner. That is an obvious no-no when pussy hunting
3. Mother thumb and her four sister were definitely going to eat a fat sausage that night.‎​=)) Ħǻªª˚°=D.Ħǻªª˚° \=D/.Ħǻªª˚°
I felt sorry for the dude and I understood the feeling cos I have been there and done that. I remember when one big breasted rat kept me going for about 5 months on promises of visiting me so I could satisfy my sexual urges. Damn! That rat was a temptation. I remember smiling to myself as my neighbour begged and persuaded this skinny looking girl on the phone. I smiled because I knew the feeling and it wasn't something I missed. Thank God I'm married now. I don't have to beg for sex from any dirty rat of a girl and make her feel she's important while begging.
Have a lot to pray about and I know God is gonna hear and answer me because I am beginning to see what sonship with God really means.

Gosh! I miss my parents so much. Those guys mean the world to me besides my sweetheart. I mean, they gave me the best in life and I'm gonna honour them and reciprocate in the best possible way I can. God please uplift me from this level and place me in Heavenly places with you oh Lord. I need your hands in my life. Amen